. .. . .. . .. Aio, quantitas magna frumentorum est.

Thursday, July 5, 2007

on living... a masterpiece or just a mess

for the past month or so, life has been glorious. the kind of summer that just says to you, "i am summer. hear me roar." living out of my car, moving with the breeze. lovely breeze.
i've kind of been embracing my artistic side, too. drawing. writing. snapping pictures. making music. learning. loving.

and then everything stopped.

it's not about the way he looks. it's about what's inside. and inside is gold too. for me, inside was a wall. i thought if i could loosen up, let down that wall... but all i did was warp the wall. i couldn't let him in. and now too much has happened. he doesn't know me. i don't know me.

what a mess.

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